well, today has been an odd one.
sunshine prevailing, warm breezes and the ability to wear flip flops aside, ive been rather down. i know it wont last, that its just one of those times when things catch up with you a bit, and its probably also somewhat down to the music ive been listening to of late also. disregarding that though, i think my melancholy (is that how you spell that?) state has somewhat been bought on by my recent procurement of a myspace page.
it has caused a stirring of things in my head that ive been doing a good job of not thinking about for a while.
sitting here at home on a friday evening - was supposed to be going out, but when it came down to it just didnt feel like it - listening to another acoustic guitar song, i cant help but think to all the people that ive left behind in my life in some way shape or form and cant help feeling sad for the loss. i know its a matter of life moves on and there are people that stay with you and people that are there just for a time, and you can remember back on fondly at later date, but at the same time, knowing that there are people out there that once were dear to me...